First of all, my English sucks. At work, at home, everybody believes that I speak fluent English, and they have reason to believe it so: my father is American, I had spent one year of my life in the US, and my two-years Master’s programme was taught in English… However, as I said before, I am not very good in English, and I decided to start this blog by apologizing to whoever comes to read this blog.
To apologize is something I do very often, and some colleagues at my work see this a weakness. One of them usually tells me that I should sound more self-confident, and I reply by saying “I am sor…”. But he is right, the truth is I don’t have a very high self-esteem at all! Actually I don’t know the reason for this! I have a very nice and beautiful girlfriend, a good education, and a decent job in the management consulting industry. I believe most of the guys in my age would be very happy with that, but for me that’s not enough! I need to live, and to live I don’t mean just to have things, I need to enjoy everything around me: to love my girl deeply, to enjoy the company of my family and friends, to travel a lot, to succeed in whatever I do in my professional life, to read good books and to watch entertaining movies, to play with my dogs, to do some sports…
So this blog was designed not to be a good reading to whoever wants to read it, it was created in order to give me support in the new life I want to myself. Here I will write about my life, about my interests… and that’s all! I will use this tool in an attempt to change the life I have right now. Not a sad and unfortunate life, I must confess, but not the life I want to have until the day I will no longer live.
